Here At Ashley's
Mood:  blue
I must say I dont come to you in the brightest of moods Im sad that My mom dosent care Im sad the My aunt dosent care And Most of all Im sad that I will soon be without a place to live and I dont even care I feel like I let them down but at the same time I know I didnt and that they are leting me down. Maybe people let me down so much because I hold them to such a high standard and always (no matter what) I try to see the good in people so when the bad come out it makes it all the more dissapointing, but on the real note Who is my Aunt to say I dont care about anything anymore and Im going the wrong way F*** her I'm F-in out of there, and I think I will ask my mom to Emancipate me when I am 16 and Stay with a friend of cours I would help them with the rent and grocerys and things like that. I would only be fair..Well I dont wish to depress you or Make you listen to my pathetic excuse for a life..so I'm going to go...I love you all...Expecialy the ones that actually take the time to read this..
Untill Further Notice..
Mary Elizabeth

At Sams
Mood:  bright
So...Im at sams and loven it and I love sam and charlie is here too Patrick is with john I miss them...My friend kelsey is standing right behind me reading every word I am typing so I can't talk right now...

Love
Mary Elizabeth

Home for the Night...
Mood:  d'oh
So..I was on my way home with Patrick and we stopped for gas..well he realized he didnt have any money on him. I know your thinking okay go get some..well he had already pumped the gas so we had to walk from there to his house..It was funny..but at the same time It sucked cuz it was cold..and I was thinking all this over $2.43...lol..tonight has been trying but in the end i realized why we go through crap..If we didnt go through trying times the great times wouldnt be great ...well off to bed

Love,

Mary Elizabeth

The big wait...
Mood:  happy
Im just sitting here waiting for tia and zach to call or Sam and Patrick to show up wich ever one comes first.. Im hoping Sam shows so she can drive me down to meet them and I wont keep them waiting that way. We are all going to watch a movie, it will be me, Sam, Patrick, Charlie(his tummey feels all better by the way), Tia, Zach, John, and Kelsey and Blake might show up for a little while.. so all in all i should have a great turn out Ill be back later and tell you all how it went bye bye

Love
Mary Elizabeth aka M.E.

Why do people do the things that they do...
Mood:  down
So...I hung out with Patrick and sam tonight and I had fun..Charlie could not make it because his tummy hurt. John was there I love that kid...
I don't understand why people do the things that they do. Frist off If you take the initietive to make a promise when it wasn't asked for you better f-in keep it!! If you brake it what was the worth of the effort made to make it anyways..It is just going to appear that you did it with intentions of hurting others. I mean come on.. Be real! What is up with friends these days it is like you cant take time to actually envolve the other person..What I mean is they say there is such thing as a one sided relationship..and there but what about the relationships where there is two sides and both are one sided..Meaning, both people are so envoled in themselfs and there problems that they just dont care about the other..and then there is the real one sided relationship...Where one person has to make all the effort to keep it together cause the other is to busy drowning in themselves...
Do you see what is wrong with this picture..I sure do, and I see to much of it..
If you don't see what is wrong then maybe, You yourself need to evaluate some of your friendships, and see if this is going on in them....

Love
Mary Elizabeth